Sincerelydesy

Ga berasa tau2 iu sudah 3 tahun,heboh kalau mau di foto even masih pake piyama n bau acem yang bikin kangen,celotehnya yang nda ada habisnya,pertanyaan2 ajaibnya yg sometimes nda bs kejawab :p dah mulai sekolah juga di tahun ini,nakal yang nda ketulungan,super jail & menyebut dirinya sebagai bumblebee,hahahah.. rasanya cepet bgt. Happy b'day Ryu sayang :) semoga jadi anak yg sholeh dan jadi kebanggaanya ayah bunda #pelukcium    

Okay,here it is,my choice ..it's simple.Move on or just stay in here and wait ? The reason is,i love work here,free,a lot of fun,friends,to manny reason to not leave this office with everything confort zone :D  But sometimes i can't holding any longger to work in here,to much underpresure,yeah everything can change. Well i dont like change,i fear it,but i can't stop it from coming,either adapt to change or i get left behind ...it's hurt to leave this confort zone.  I just dont like the bos in here,they suck! No responbility,and not professional as he always said..  But here's the truth:  "Sometimes the more thing changes,the more they stay the same.And sometimes oh,sometimes change is ...everything."

"Selangkah menjauhimu itu kemungkinan awal ketersesatanku" (via sadgenic)

We all remember the bed  time stories of  our childhoods. The shoe fits Cinderella,the frog turns into a prince,sleeping beauty is awakened with a kiss. Once upon a time and then they lived happily ever after. Fairy tales, the stuff of dreams. The problem is,fairy tales don't come true.It's the other stories,the ones that begin with dark and stormy nights and end in the unspeakable,It's the nightmares that always seem to become reality. The person that invented the phrase "Happily Ever After" should have his ass kicked,so hard !!! " i just need something to happen,i need a sign that things are gonna change,i need a reason to go on and i need some hope ..."

It's one of those things people say. 'You can't move on until you let go of the past.'  Letting go is the easy part,it's the moving on that's painful.So sometimes we fight it,trying to keep things the same.Thins can't stay the same though.At some point you just have to let it go.Move on.Because no matter how painful it is,it's the only way we grow.

"Memelukmu adalah hal favorit yang bisa dilakukan lenganku,dan rasanya nyaman sekali,Thanks ^-^ "

16 Juli 2012 Yey! today a great day for Ryu, he is starting school for the first time and I am very excited today :) although it's rather difficult to get up early for him. This a litlle conversasion with iu : Bunda : Ade iu,bangun yuk,katanya mau sekolah :) Iu       : *ambil bantal tutup muka *sambil bilang " bundaa aku mau susu" Bunda : Hayah! *sambil buat susu  Bunda : Ryu dzakky!bangun donk,katanya mau sekolah,bunda dah siapin air hanget buat            mandi,tuh jerapahnya mau ikutan mandi katanya. Iu       : Zzzzzzz .... (*tidur lagi setelah menghabiskan susunya )#Ngok ! Well, as that is, with great difficulty persuaded him to finally shower and late to school for the first time .. hehehe

                                                                      # Yey!                                                                           # Hei You ...

Hii ..  Ey! P kabar nya ? :) Baik,dirimu apa kabarnya ?  Baik juga ....  Blaa..bla..bla... panjang lebar ngebahas vespa yg gw sendiri asli nda ngerti ma motor,tapi dia ..ok lah kalo buat urusan motor and temen2nya ( #ceritanya gw kepingin vespa :D ) Ending nya ..... Ok selasa yah!  Haa? Beneran .. #Sial!deg2an deh gw skrg,tapi happy! :D 

Ada saat dimana kita tidak perlu menoleh ke belakang. Jangan lihat lagi apa yang sudah (ikhlas) kita tinggalkan. Aku percaya, itu akan meringankan langkah, untuk menjemput sesuatu yang baru. Sesuatu yang lebih melegakan. Sesuatu yang membuat kita bersyukur, karena menjemputnya dengan tangan yang sengaja sudah dikosongkan.  Sungguh itu tidak semudah bernafas. Aku berdiam terlalu lama untuk menahan diri tidak menoleh ke belakang. Saat aku berhenti, waktu tak ikut menemani. Dia terus berjalan. Pilihanku, tertinggal jauh di masa lalu atau kukejar waktu dengan harapan.  Kuputuskan untuk mengejar waktu, semoga tak tersandung lagi oleh bayanganmu. -semoga aku tidak berjalan mundur-  (via sadgenic)

From Tumblr rahne putri : "Let's go back to the begining when we were just two strangers.Don't know each other.And stop the there"

"Dan ketika dia kembali menyapa membuat hati menjadi hangat sekaligus menyakitkan"

Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you I should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left you kissed my lips You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you I should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do I cannot go to the ocean I cannot

Malesnya pulang,huff!mulai bosan dengan rutinitas yang ada,menyibukan diri dengan pekerjaan pun tidak bisa menghilangkan rasa kosong itu,selalu dia dan masih dia,menyebalkan sekali rasanya di saat kita ingin menjauh dan menghindar tapi justru mereka mendekat dengan segala cara,eerrrgghhh!! gemes sendiri jadinya. Malem ini nangkring lagi di starbucks and yup!masih sama si cumi chiko jerricho,sama-sama males pulang and penat ma kerjaan ... even kita cm duduk and sibuk sendiri sama iphone masing2 tapi paling tidak sedikit membuatku terhibur :) Mending ngegame aja kali yaa ... hahhaha harus bisa ngalahin si cumi nih!#tiba2 napsu main game